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2026-02-28T3:40:28+00:00

Follow up: I am redacting the specifics for now. I will throw them all up with all the names and specifics and go to the police immediately if this trash locally continues and throw this whole thing open now. Oh I am not worried that I will be taken for crazy 🥹. I really recommend to the snoopy criminals behind this that they cease and desist because I am not crazy, I dont do kayfabe and I am not kidding around. Yhe last bloody reserves of my patience are exhausted and I am pressing charges. But to keep it more professional from my end, I am redacting details for now. It will be in the papers some day minus my name etc at some point. I am not a complexity scientist or theorist. But I am a (failed and failing) scientist and do not want this game playing and other transactional bs to go on. Whether you are in Redacted or the Redacted and were a part of this between Redacted (which was when it became even more non consensual from my side. Before that I was open-minded wrt my lab and one other scientist enough to ignore my own instincts. I stand behind my initial instinct which was to avoid anything that looks so lacking in any real expertise and where this much coercion/manipulation/deception etc were involved). I was the only one affected by my lab and that other scientist. And i forgive them. And my doctors here especially my oncologist are really cool. I use marijuana and will continue to openly. Because this is bullshit. As a human not a bot, i can see what is going on even if I dont prioritize the culture, random neuroses and impulses of a fucking million narcissists while denying climate change, the limits to growth and a billionaire autocrat run joke of a world that seems to want to expand and it cannot expand using my home in India (accidentally left in the exact location). I met a pi from Redacted in Redacted, who is a person I would avoid under normal circumstances. She may be okay, but not really my type of person. Redacted in the past. Prior to Redacted and Redacted I had no issues. I have been sexually harassed by a local holographer working for a company called Redacted (who had a defense contract with Lockheed Martin at some point) also in Redacted. My mother died at Redacted Hospital though she was en route to recovery as this same garbage continued. I have not been able to find any useful psychiatric treatment after my last shrink I went to voluntarily in prior to Redacted who prescribed Adderall which helped me. I buy Modafinil at my own discretion. I have not engaged in academic misconduct, but that is not subject to thie trash. I am self correcting some old work. Which I will submit asap. I will be as professional as I can be and going to the police is very much a part of that by now. Dont ever play games with me again. I cannot have my best friend, my ex-husband, my marijuana company dragged into this because I didnt say anything at the right time. My main lab was really cool and nothing like this self absorbed, solipsistic trash. I sympathized with my last mentor-not easy being a complexity scientist who has to clean up after a ..well.. like Redacted..I hate that guy so much. Except he is too insipid to hate. I am grateful to Redacted and Redacted for having allowed me this opportunity and I support everything that I voluntarily engaged with at face value or with a more complex understanding of the world. This sleazy creepy collective bargaining and expansion of buggy aiI have seen it..it makes ChatGPT look good. It is such fucking trash. Getting any bloody work done with that thing..it is not a mirror. It is an unwanted and criminal piece of malware coming from inside and outside the system and a health risk, security risk. And I am done being distrait and I will go back to my real life. Redacted was the University President and the Redacted Hospital was a really shitty and corrupt psychiatric hospital forcing sobriety exploiting bureaucratic systems for the elite but throwing me under a bus I wouldnt touch with w a barge pole. I am sorry but i endured this long enough. I have every right to be anonymous since I am a marijuana user, but i do it in my room. I dont even drive. The only time I ever drove, I was completely sober and yes I had two accidents (one days after I was sexually harassed by the holographer and my head state was as bad as it is now as I see what has been going on. This is depraved. And the other time was shortly before my mother died as this worrhless, greedy, corrupt, criminal harassing trash ramped up as local hospitals like one now owned by Blackstone (since 2023) and others got more greedy and desperate post pandemic. Not an issue with the doctors. Such admins though going back Redacted years should now be informed that this sort of use of data, ai etc will be criminalized. A hospital or a university is not the place for this bullshit. Someones private residence and their properties are also not. I am pressing charges. I refuse to have my life joint at the hip with this dishonest, corporatist trash where market forces constantly control and destroy science. I am filing allegations. That is my role in this bullshit. This is not prison reform or dei or hardcore hardwork..it is pure narcissism. No decent scientist would back this. No honest populist would. This is not about poverty etc. I do feel sympathetic to people, which is why I am saying direct it at the top. But dont expect to just accept that my mom and I are collateral damage. Redacted-the present. Redacted. The first set of people I stayed with were decent but clueless bible bangers imo. Everyone there seemed pretty cluelese. Because you cannot control and design etc You have to get IRB and informed consent. The overall personality of the place was sleazy, fascistic and clueless. A profoundly repellant blend. The people I liked (my lab and one other scientist and a postdoc counsellor) seemed to be tormented, strained and unhappy. I am sympathetic, but I cannot fathom enduring such stuff. I do support my mentor and one other scientist and they may or may not need it. But they were scientists working under Redacted.. I voluntarily and openly use marijuana and modafinil on my own discretion and if someone wants to start the narcotics war bs you can see it is purely retaliation. Here in India except Redacted (0000F5D7), I dont know who is involved. The Redacted doctors were really shitty circa Dec 2012. And this really shitty thing called Lybrate acquainted with another lousy and incompetent doctor and a private practice in 2022. After that I started DIYing my own mh. I an doing well inspite of constant harassment, slander and exploitation. Oh I will be credible enough outside these criminal madhouses when I am formally filing criminal misconduct and criminal malpractice and harassment allegations. I can still dial it down to mere malpractice and misconduct. Is that clear to the private sector? My dad was a military vet and I will work woth our govt to find the names and details of all the culprits whi thought this was a good idea from the criminal harassers on my street daily for the last 5 years to the ceos and other entities in medicine, education or entertainment etc behind this I lost my mom and 14 years. I will ensure that someone does hard time. I havent been nudged or manipulated into this and it was not this nightmarish and creepy collection of harassers who.. This needs to be opened up and I completely back my mj company and doctor and But this is too dangerous. I hated every minute of it and no amount of use of the garbage i was writing can be used to blame me when you know that I was forced into this trash. I feel sorry for the nicer people in there whom I would consider decent. I hope they also quit and blame or get rid off the rest. Honesty and decency are the key not transactional trash without even any transaction, except apparently hey would you like to help me destroy society and earth and impoverish yourself and enrich me, while looking like an idiot the entire time? That is a terrible contract which few would take and if there was another one, I didnt see it. That was what I picked up on. I get wanting to help people etc. Some small academic thing or business (that anyway would end up not being stupid and or sleazy enough to work with this monstrosity) aside I dont see one thing that doesnt suck or isnt compromised. Please do not repair this and rant is better than fixing this repellant mess that should be shut down and taken to the court of law. There is no cohesive anything in there but a large group of selfish, self absorbed, solipsistic people from all sides scamming their way ahead. No decent scientist or doctor could back this. And I cannot help when I cannot even see what this is. I dont sue for money. I have no wish tk travel anywhere where this trash piles on. I am decoupling my life from this. But I do file criminal charges and I will. Yes I use marijuana and modafinil. But that was after my mom died and I will take my chances against those of these criminal bullies and no I do not buy it and dont want to hear it. You can tell the police. I am not in the US, though this started there and I am not even visiting the country. I really, genuinely liked the US - a lot of really decent people in academic science away from corporations and defense contracting. My dad is a military vet in my country and I respect honest military work, but not defense contracting. Completely undiscplined and deregulated. But I am never even visiting the US -too much corporate and billionaire influence. i really like Americans..I didnt have any problems with people of any race or either gender or any nationality in my time there except the specific scoundrels whom I came across late. So thats it. I am really grateful to the board admins and request that they contact me as they know my emails, in case they get any grief on my account. This has not been a normal time for me and there is no relief in sight. I am sane - it is a lie to keep me from filing complaints, which I will now file with significantly worse consequences than some decency and competence could have assured. But when you make s joke of universities, hospitals and other peoples living spaces without permission and all for these greedy and corrupt tech cos and engage in what is by now criminal human subject research at least locally, I dont buy into this bullshit. Dont ever pull this sort of shit with me. I may not be a tough, sassy, glamorous girlboss who throws stuff and yells..in fact for a lot of my life I was a diffident, frumpy catlady type. But I do not miss a damn thing and I am beyond pissed off and it is not whatever kayfabe is. I tried to be nice about this despite the fact that, not being a clueless, corrupt, narcissistic, solipsistic, self-centred, self-absorbed, shallow, vain fool and sycophant, it took me about a week as I grasped what this was to immediately want to exit it as it looked shady and sleazy and of no damn use to man or beast. I am suing the local state for info and formally putting criminal charges on the table against the CM and whoever permitted my home to be used this way. This needs to be gone without the info erased. That way I will cut a bargain with that snoop of a former Uni president of mine and the centre. If I get the names of all the people who exploited my home and street after I came back from the US, I will not push for a criminal case against my Uni president. I will get help from the Navy. It will all take time. But like this paper, I promise I will follow through. I am a civilian and take after my mom (a quiet environmentalist and reticent sort of woman). But I take after my dad, a military vet enough that if you pull this trash with me not for a month, not two, but 14 bloody years shilling this fucking worthless garbage as if it has any use, it doesnt cut it with me. I will return to my normal demeanor and follow up with a few notes to point out why even without explicit info, I took one look at this and thought creepy, parasitic worthless trash throughout with the sole exceptions of my colleagues in academic science and my doctors (which is about 20 people tops) and the delivery boys who deliver my marijuana, food etc. I always feel bad for them and my mj company-you know people who provide an actual honest service as opposed to this trash. Not everything is shopping and marketing. Do not try to build a model of the world for worthless and criminal ai. I am emailing that snoop who was the Uni president and formally putting criminal charges on the table and telling him it can be him or the rest of these creeps. He has a choice! A thing I never did A joke! However, I will not be here for the rest of the week, as I am not retired and would like to restart my old life. This will not be difficult as it was that egregious and I would find way more support than these criminals because I am honest and within reason I tried to be understanding. What I am not however, is gullible and I have lost the last bit of patience I had left with this worthless rot. This is my home and my call. I would give the contract for cleaning this up and ending it to Tata. But I am a difficult woman. However not unreasonable. No disruption of the web of life and ecosystems, no exploitation of employees or me. This may not be a billionaires tacky home. But it is mine. And I would tolerate Apple, India. Same rules. This is not a game. This is so deregulated I have to navigate in this lawless shit to get things working. The only startups I would allow in data science would be ones owned by people I know, such as my former labmates from the US. I will contact my former Uni admin and tell him how this will go, if he wants to avoid a really difficult time ahead.

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