A special note of thanks to all of you!! [View all]
One of the gifts that you all have given me is the opportunity to be seen as worthwhile and beautiful. Believe me when I tell you that it's a struggle but as I've mentioned many times, I've come to believe I'm worth being seen.
What makes me cry like a baby is that you've awakened the flip side of that coin inside me. I've always been very sensitive and intuitive and I used it mostly for self defense and protection.
What moves me so much is that I recognize you now in whatever form your humanity takes. I see hurt souls and try to comfort them. I see happy childlike souls and try to encourage them. I see peoples strength and share its effect on me, I see your name and I'm curious about you. I feel your spirit and let you know you're performing miracles.
I see your smile and see your inner joy. I have to say the biggest thank you because you've given me back my soul, my gifts and my spirit and ultimately, my need to be of service to be truly happy.
Each of you is a brick through your service, your spirit, your joy, your recognition, your safe space, and your gifts.
I don't know how long it will take before I can orally speak of these things without intense emotions reducing me to tears every time, but I have to try.
In some way, this is my purpose and mission, that I now know
Love, John
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