I'm just trying to attach some electrodes to this anger... [View all]
... so I can channel all that negative energy into positive stuff.
Good Lord give me adequate bridge rectifiers.
It's not going all that well for me, I'm burning badly, but I'm still optimistic.
No worries, absurd stuff. I'm not going to run away and revert to my feral state as a dumpster diving for food crazy homeless guy.
I guess it was my good fortune, or bad fortune, to have experienced worse when I was young.
Nobody is bleeding out in my bathtub.
But please, universe, it seems the most intense dramas come to those who are most trying to avoid them. How the fuck bloody hell did I grow up to be a semi-responsible adult?
Seems like just yesterday I was a worthless human being living in my broken down car in a church parking lot.
At my core I'm still that guy. Beyond that I'm an impostor.
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