A question about what I do normally in my garden, now can't, and what I should do about it.

[syberyenta]

2. Take it one day at a time

Your letter is heaping future worries on present worries and creating quite a burden.
Put it down for a minute and relax.

There are things in this life that we cannot control, and concentrating on them takes away our energy from those things which we CAN control.

Try to take things easy and one day at a time.

If there is something you can DO about 'next week', (besides worry, of course), then DO it.

Otherwise, do what you can do and leave the rest.

I hope this helps.

You should certainly share these concern with your doctor or doctors.
Especially the feeling that you're totally on your own.

$0.02