11:11

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6. I was hoping it was my dog trying to contact me

In 2005, I adopted a 6 mo. old collie puppy. I named him Rollie the Collie. I had just lost my 3 dogs 8 months apart and wasn't in a good place. 6 weeks later, I went and got his brother. I named him Corky.

Rollie and Corky pulled me out of the black hole of grief I was in.

In 2012, I put Rollie down because of bile duct disease. I'm still not over it. He saved me, but I couldn't save him. I suppose it's guilt?

I started getting the 11:11 last summer, when Corky got sick. The vet only treated the symptoms, so the underlying liver disease wasn't discovered until I demanded bloodwork. He's on milk thistle and SAMe, expected to make a full recovery.

I'm trying to make the connection of the 11:11 to Rollie warning me that Corky is sick. Or Rollie offering support to me because of the other nightmares going on in my life at the moment.

I guess I'll never know. Thanks for your response.

On edit, I forgot to say that Rollie died on 12.12.12. On 2nd edit, Rollie and Corky were born on 5.5.5.