Reincarnation and past lives

[davsand]

19. I remembered being beaten to death by my husband in China.

He was accusing me of having been with another man, and he was beating me and screaming. I was on my knees in a dusty ditch, and I was watching my blood drip into the dirt while he beat me. Frankly speaking, that single memory made clear to me why I have always been so very careful in all my relationships NOT to give cause for jealousy. It goes deeper than a sense of ethics, it's been almost a paranoia for me.

I've had other memories, but they were nothing like the violence and betrayal of the memory of what happened in China. I have a personal theory that the phobias and peculiar reactions we all carry can possibly be connected to past life happenings. By example, I am terrified of heights. I have a memory of dying because I jumped off a high bank along a river, and I did not survive the fall. There was a group of men chasing me, and I knew they planned to kill me. I made the decision that jumping was my only chance to survive. I was wrong, and it killed me.

I think there is WAY more at work with any of us than we realize.

YMMV.


Laura